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Monday, July 25, 2011

hey guys

yes i know it has been quite a while. i've been more active on twitter but even that has suffered lately. thinks have been going great for me lately, not ed wise but the part we call life. even if mia stalks me throughout. first i want to talk about my absence and why. partly it was because i was busy and the other part was trying to find distance between mia and me. unfortunately that meant a distance from you guys which was hard because i actually felt guilty on that end.
however i've given up on giving up on mia for the moment. i'm just going to let it run its course now. i know bad attitude, everybody hates a quitter right?
well the things that are going great are that on monday i'm starting a full time job in a call center, just taking calls from companies who are having difficulties with their technical appliances and getting them a technician sent out. which means i'm one step closer to getting rid of my financial problems. also no more welfare. (insert happy dance)
also i have a car now. which is awesome because it is such a convenience but i'll be walking less so i'll have to figure something out. i did get my wii dance mat though so maybe i'll just start dancing this ass off quite literally.
my weight is teetering on 70 and 69 kg which sucks because i'd gotten down to like 67 but then i celebrated my birthday and the weekend was filled with booze and food and a loss of control. god i hate loosing control because for some reason it takes me forever to get it back. which i'm hoping i'll get back latest when i work. simply because i won't eat until lunch but i'll be packing my own lunch. i will have to eat it because my friend will be working with me. on the bright side i ordered myself a super cute bento box with chopsticks and a bag. it'll mostly consist of rice and veggies. which should be ok i hope. this week i'm buying myself a water bottle. i'll just put water in there or tea. dinner won't happen because i won't let it.
this saturday i'm going to the christopher street day parade the next town over with my really good friend. it should be fun mini me will be along too. i'm hoping to find my gay husband (^_^).
well ladies that's pretty much all that's happened it isn't much but i've had to do lots of runarounds. tonight i actually will be catching up on blogs and vlogs which i haven't really been doing.
i LOVE you guys
i'm back for realsies this time i mean it (you don't have to believe it i'm going to make my actions back up my words.)

MUAH