i know i know

so in order to guarantee another post with updates i will add a picture of my face for 24 hours. i think i might be crazy, it's risky but hell i love you guys and miss you so much. the reason for my non posting is that they put me on seroquel 3 times a day which although it kept my mood up, it made me hella tired. so tomorrow i'm getting on new meds.
quick update: i eat and i purge. that's my cycle, kinda like From First to Last's song Waltz Moore: "I can't eat anything, without sticking my hand down my throat". I have perfected the art of silent purging. Oh and the red eyes I fight by putting in Visine Advanced Relief Red Eye somthing or other before I purge, so by the time I'm done wiping the tears and snot and make up, flush twice, my eyes are not red anymore.
I know I owe sunshine awards and I promise to get to them soon, it's just hard finding the time and privacy to get on, I should be sleep I only have about 6 hours of sleep left right now. Anyway for the next 24 hours, here's my face. I should probably care but I'm already in the loony bin...lmao
since all i have is a web cam getting a full body shot is hard, i'll try to see if i can find some before pictures and now pictures. Even though now is still not enough. I know thanks to my hunger attacks in the beginning here I won't reach my May 15th goal but I'm hoping to get out of here next week.
Stay Strong!!! I'll catch up and comment on your blogs soon
MUAH