Ana and Mia are my goddesses.
My toilet is their temple,
And where my sins are confessed.
My scale is their justice.
Sinning leads to gain,
Good worship shows a loss.
They don't ask me for much...
They ask for nothing, that's all.
They light my way to perfection,
Which others may see as destruction.
Regardless of it being right or wrong
My faith in my goddesses stays strong!
I know I'm not a poet but this came to me so I figured I'd post it.
Well ladies finally I am back home. My home that is (I was at my parents during the week and on weekends I'll be staying there with my Mini-Me because I still have to do the day clinic). With privacy to write and catch up. This week I'll be busy catching up on all you beauties blogs. I've missed you and thought of you every day. Yeah that may sound sad but hey I'm addicted to you guys.
How have I been doing?
Pretty good. Except tired. I think my body is finally getting used to the Seroquel. I don't know if it's that or the fact that everything I eat I purge. With the exception of the last two days. I've had a cold and decided to trick my body into thinking it's going to get nourishment again. Today I've been purging again and it's funny but after I purge I feel so full, like I still have the food in me. I know it's not good for my body, I'm feeling the effects, but I love my scale right now, everyday it's been a small loss. I'm currently at 169.3lbs (76.8Kg). I was the only one loosing weight in the loony bin because even if the food was halfway decent that I got as my Vegan meal I purged it. And I felt better for it.
I have so many things I wanted to write but they aren't coming to me right now. I'm going to do the Sunshine Awards tomorrow after I get home, which are sooooooo past due. I apologize but I'll have time then. I'm sorry if I'm giving them to people that have already gotten them, don't feel like you gotta repost them again.
Love you guys
Stay Strong
MUAH
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