well i haven't been on in a long time. truth be told i haven't really been true to ana and mia as of late. i'm fat once more up to like 78kg once more. i keep telling myself tomorrow i'll be strict and for some reason my self promised tomorrow doesn't seem to come. i haven't played catch up with you guys either. i see i have more followers. thank you but i don't deserve the love. i've been stuck in a rut and truth be told i've been to ashamed to even post. even if i know you are the last to judge me!! i've missed you guys so much.
oh psychologically i'm doing better i'm finally finished. with the exception of my monthly meeting with my therapist of course. i'm so glad no more people watching my eating habits. yaaay. i love my grandparents but thank goodness they are going home soon so i can purge once more without risk of discovery. i won't promise anything because i'm sucky at fulfilling them recently but i hope to update more soon and also catch up because god knows i'm behind.
i love you guys and unlike me
stay strong
muah
getting stuck in a rut sucks. You just have to go over everything you want and hopefully it will get you back on track. Good luck.
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