this and that and a new cut....

yeah i'm definitly hating mia at the moment. i don't want her but at the same time it feels like she's such a large part of me that i don't know if i really want to give her up. but how sad is it i almost passed out on the way home from picking up mini me from day care today. seriously i've always told myself you won't feel the side effects hard core until you hit a low weight and i guess that made it ok for me to continue. on the other hand stopping isn't really an option right now. i tried to stop myself by filming one of my purges to show how pathetic i look doing it but didn't work. and i know i could just try harder on finding some professional help buuuuut....Procrastinators unite!!! Tomorrow...
i had a shirt that said that i wonder what happened to it. i got my hair cut today. of course it rained. boooooo. but i did take a picture so here goes. (btw i love how camera angles can make you look skinny in the face)

because of the way the flash worked i've decided to dye some of my hair gray...gotta claim that old lady in me lol. but yeah once that's done i'll post it too.
and i got my nails done. red tips with purple stars, yes i know you'd think it's a planned choice of color but although the red tips are the purple stars all from the nail guy. i said black he said ooooh why not purple is nice and me so easily influenced i agreed

i know i've been kinda behind on the updates still but i've been so tired and busy lately it's ridiculous. oh and i sent of my application to that job. now let me just keep my fingers crossed that i actually get it!!!
here's a picture i made while i was on hiatus:

i threaded red string across the mouth kinda hard to tell from the pic. painting is lots of fun i'm working on another project but since the cash is (and has been) extremely low it'll have to be postponed until funding is allocated.
man i need a rich husband...just saying
well not much else is happening over here soo toodles
MUAH