yesterday i stayed within SGD guidelines. This morning I have no loss. I'm ready to give up. Ready to turn back to mia and e/p and b/p. what's the point i wonder.
yesterday i did purge, i basically ate some bread that would have been allowed but i felt so guilty i purged it anyway.
this is the first time i'm following a specific plan and i don't think it's working for me. it's all about chaos i guess and going with the flow. maybe i just need to take a shit i don't know. today it's 400 cals again which isn't to hard. i might just stick it out but right now it's upsetting.
i'm sorry this is jumbled lack of sleep and i'm tired because my kid decided to wake me up in the most annoying way. whining. i hate whiners, i don't do whiners. i tolerate much but i do not do whiners, whether it's my kid or an adult or friend. i just can't. i can take nails scratching a chalkboard all day but a whining tone has the same effect as that scratching has for other people.
anyway time to handle mini-me's morning stuff since i have a 9:30 appointment for something and then have to meet with PF this afternoon to give her her shit. more on that tonight i'm sure if i'm not to tired.
stay strong
muah
i'm sorry girl..try and hang in there. i fucked up on just the second day! you put it well: it's about chaos and going with the flow. let's keep going and try to reach our goals, whether it's through sgd or anything else.
ReplyDeleteps..you're awesome too. thanks for the lovely comment and expect a package in the near future :D
It sucks that SGD isn't working out for you but I hope you can avoid b/p-ing. Your metabolism has to start up again eventually, right? Whining gets on my nerves too, more specifically from adult people though.
ReplyDeleteI hope you have a great day disappointment. Also, your birthday is a day before Sailormoon's! Awesome!
sgd didn't worked for me. It made me binge a lot.
ReplyDeleteit's hard, i finally realized why I could never lose on these things, my digestion is bad, now i'm trying to do something about it, hang in there, just go slow.
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