great...as I'm feeling my addiction (hey I need a vice and this one is cal free) grow towards blogger (after my goodnight post I was on here several more hours) and it's calming and awesome and I'm feeling comfortable I might have to go without you guys for a few days.
i just got a call from my mom telling me to pack some things for staying overnight for a few days because she talked with the psychiatric unit at the hospital and she's getting me in 2 hours to get an evaluation. "It doesn't mean you're staying your things are staying in the car, but just in case"
wtf? plan vegan comes into affect (effect? idk right now) today!!!
Man this is fucking pissing me the fuck off!!! even though it shouldn't i need this i know but right now i'm going so far out of my comfort zone it's scary.
Last night I had a nightmare. I dreamed a group of people was coming toward me and it was one of those where I couldn't get out of the way so I was forced to go through the midst of the group and I woke up panicked. oh man, that should've been my sign for today.
well guys i'm hoping i'll be back tonight...
i will miss you (yes even for a few hours)
stay strong
muah
Oh wow. That was unexpected. Hmmm... actually, I could use such a break. lol. It's gonna be OK!
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xoxo zen