wow I've been pretty much cleaning all day. Not vacuum and done but going through all the shit that's piled up over the years. All the paperwork, and crap. I mean I have 6 black eyeliners...WTF? I mean yeah a pretty essential item in almost every girls make up collection but 6? And I wonder why I'm always broke...
I've done well today besides the stuff I already listed, I haven't consumed anything else. The spinach cooked in soy milk was surprisingly good. I did season it a little but I like bland foods, or rather I like to taste the main food of my meal. I'm weird. i know.
I've had a good day. I ran out of green on saturday and luckily I went out yesterday but today, not one craving or want for my herbal chill out. Being able to focus on me and not my kid, who I saw today real quick, she didn't seem to really miss me. She was fine. I'm glad because as bad as it sounds and selfish, I don't really miss her either. But then again I know she has it so much better with my parents, plus they have a dog. What kid doesn't love a dog? (don't answer that I'm ignoring the dogphobics<--yeah I made that up)
Deep cleaning does clear the mind quite a bit.
Listening to skinny bitch has really made me want to seriously go vegan. I know it's one of my goals in self betterment but this is the kick in the ass. Maybe I can get myself to stop feeling so guilty for eating food, since I know it's healthy. However restriction is not going to end. Then I really would feel guilty. I'm just sick and tired of telling myself not to eat and then come evening and I can't seem to hold back. Maybe this can help me...I don't know....
stay strong
muah
OK so I downloaded Skinny Bitch today. Will be listening to it this week. Thanks for the great tip!!
ReplyDeleteOooh the spinach and soy milk sounds yummy.
xoxo zen
i want to go vegan again too.
ReplyDeleteif i must put food in my body i want it to be worth it - pure and light.
thanks for the comment. think thin. xo