i love it when captchas read like real words but they aren't...they have potential

so finally i'm caught up completely...ok with the exception of Lou i'm letting your friday vlogs load right now because my laptop sucks i have to load videos all the way or they sound like skipping cds.
anyway so today is a fucking great motherfucking day. and that is not sarcastic. technically what happened today should be the most triggering shit ever but i feel light. first let me explain what happened.
PF (is that what we decided to call this chick? the one i had the egg white drama today) anyway last night she came over and spent the night. this morning she leaves goes to the bakery and comes back. i'm a grouch in the morning i'll admit but i wasn't giving her any 'tude or anything. so anyway she decided to also buy bread for mini-me. I told her i'd make it for her and then PF is like no i'll make she wants me to make it. Fine with me. She always uses the plates for this one coffee set when she comes over and i asked her why not use the regular plates (they are bigger) and she's like "because i want to". i'm thinking to myself ok fine it was a simple question but whatever. then she's like i'm going home i don't have to deal with this shit and goes on about something on how i'm treating her crappy or something or other. i'm asking what the hell did i do. "you wouldn't get it if i told you" so by this time i'm sitting on the couch with mini-me cuddling. and she's packing up her stuff. going on and on about this and that which to be honest i'm tuning out. then she starts doing her hair and starts fussing about her hair tye which she can't find. "i'm not leaving until i find my hair tie every time i come over i can't ever find my hair ties they always disappear at your house. so i get up start straightening up in the living room. yelling back at her (at this point my whole body is shaking with anger and yes excitement) that i don't have her fucking hair tie how should i know where she put it i haven't moved it and i don't fucking want them because my hair's not even fucking long enough for hair ties. the only one's i have are from mini me and they are pink, purple, white with bows. now she's going on how she doesn't have to take this treatment because i should know she has mother issues blah blah. (i'll do the reflection afterwards). so then i'm onto straightening out couch pillows guess what's laying on the couch (not the table) her hair tie. so i give it to her telling her it's on the couch. "oh i'm sorry for all that" but basically she finishes her hair and then just leaves.
why am i happy after something that should have triggered me? because this means getting someone like that who blows up over shit no other person can understand but her out of my life. i'm seriously through with her. i told her before i don't argue with my friends that's middle/high school shit i left behind when i graduated. i hate confrontation and my friends are people who take me for me and i take them for them and that's that. i guess after she got home she called and i didn't answer i was still shaky at this point but a good shaky a damn i feel good shaky. i got mini-me and myself dressed and went to do the shopping i was supposed to do together with her.
honestly i'm tired of her shit that's another reason i'm through. her excuse of why she treats people the way she does is that her childhood was hard. well you know what i'm tired of people using their past as an excuse. i may not have had the same childhood but i didn't have the most rosy past either and i'm not walking around teaching people like shit. it's an old excuse and not good enough one to excuse her treating me like a doormat. some of her shit is still here like the laundry i washed at my house for her. i packed all the dry stuff up. all the stuff that's still drying will be packed up and she can have that shit on monday if she calls again i'll say i'll meet her somewhere downtown and then that's it. i'll also tell her that i don't deal with that shit and just like i wrote up top. i'll tell her i feel bad for her that her past was shitty but it's time to move on and i refuse to deal with that or be yelled at not even knowing why. i can't handle that and in this case i just have to be selfish and think of myself first.
here's the part that's kind of funny i asked from the universe for ending this friendship as it is. i mean fucking egg whites last week and this week i don't even know. i'm writing this with a slight upturn of the corners of my mouth. anyway this just reminds me of that quote "some people come into your life for a reason, season, or a lifetime"she was definitely not a lifetime. i feel like you guys are def better friends than her. which brings me to another point. her being out of my life means more time with you guys. i can return to my hermitness and not feel quilty. i prefer the occasional meetings anyway, not every fucking day.
she left part of a j here and told me to throw it away and i think i'll do just that. i'm tempted to smoke it but i think i'll feel a lot better if i toss it because i know she's going to think i smoked it but i know i didn't. bam i'm finished.
so let's talk about food. i've been b/ping a lot and not really loosing weight this morning i was at 157.2lbs(71.3kg). basically just maintaining. i think a lot has to do with the fact that i'm super dehydrated because i've been drinking like a cup of coffee and that's it. with the exception of binging but that goes out with the purge anyway so it doesn't count. i'm going to try not eating solids for the rest of the day. i'm not going to promise but i'm damn well going to try.
oh and almost forgot to mention about the arguement. the bitch told me something about "you need to eat something" me "i don't need to fucking eat if i don't want to"
i hate when people do that honestly get off of my eating habits just because your emotions are controlled by the food you eat. yeah you may be loosing weight but that's how you do it not me. i'd love to say it's jealousy because it'll make me feel better but i think she just has an issue with the fact that i have my own way and it's not hers. i'm so done with the bullshit. but at least i feel motivated as fuck. after dropping her stuff off to her next week it'll be time to delete her off facebook and all other social networking sites.
i may not have many physical friends here where i live but i'd rather deal with randomly seeing my friends than putting up with someone like that for company.
which speaking of you guys if you'd like e-mail me your birthday and address because i'd love to send you guys something because maybe i'm sentimental because of this morning but seriously how i feel in this community is basically you've got my back and

 my e-mail is wantabethinsoon[at]hotmail.com