OMFG

my blog is one year old today. awesome that i was able to stick it out
*cough*with*cough*pauses*cough*
since i've started loosing weight i've dropped about(since i don't know my exact weight right now) 101.4lbs (46kg)
i should be celebrating but i'm so used to denying myself joy until i reach the end...i'm working on it, part of my new found positivity

so today i feel like i've eaten a lot but i don't think i went over 800 cals
still trying to hydrate, have tea sitting next to me
i had a binge urge so i chowed down on some cucumber <-take that mia
right now i'm good on distancing myself from her and i hope it stays that way.
i don't know my weight exactly so i'll say 75 just to round it but by my 25th bday in june i want to reach my goal of 53kg that means i've got about 5 months to drop 22kg that's 4.4kg a month, 1.1kg a week, 157gr a day; that shouldn't be to hard.
i'm a bit upset at myself because i wanted to run today but didn't. i did walk quite a bit.
monday it's on. i think i'll jog back home after dropping mini me off at daycare if i can't count on my friend. unless there is snow everywhere since it's supposed to snow again ugh
i've re-fallen in love with coffee it ups my energy
well that's it for tonight
stay strong
MUAH