sooo

friday i went and jogged and walked for over an hour. i probably jogged half that time. damn i felt good...and then went back to my friends house smoked weed and fell asleep watching silent hill. oh yeah went from active to super lazy. oh well it's ok. so we'll be doing that every monday wednesday and friday. i'm thinking in between i might pop in my dvds and work out to tone up. i have actually been able to avoid my scale crack. i'll try to wait until end of next week just to see where i'm at after working out because if i weigh myself before and then i gain some muscle i'll be disappointed i think...
i'll post more tomorrow my parents are taking mini-me for the day. plus blogger is acting funky and telling me that i'm not following any blogs. bastard so i can't even catch up.
sorry for the absence but i haven't really been home the past few days and when i was i was tired. so more tomorrow!!
and since house bunny is on tv right now
this biznatchio is hotness and i'd love to have that body but as Lou called it, I need me a tummy tuck in a jar and a serious boob lift before that happens even after i drop the weight

oh a friend of mine who is dreaming of a tummy tuck and boob job much like me actually told me that studies have shown after dropping a large amount of weight that if you have skin saggage getting the surgery done helps keep you from regaining the weight because that surgery is like putting an end to the fat days. which makes sense because i think due to the skin saggage i've gotten my fucked up body image because i just don't feel like i'm loosing any weight and everything is just FAT i mean yeah that shit still is but you know...
anyway gotta get some shut eye gotta get up early with mini me who's so used to the weekday schedule that her but is still getting up at like 6:30
maybe i'll pop some laxies before i go to sleep
stay strong
MUAH
will play catch up on blogs and start reading some new blogs soon, sorry i've been so absent again!!