yay

i'm up to 17 followers today.

however i'm still in bitch mode so i apologize for the angry negative whiny post following

however i'm a fat ass pig. i hope for each and every person that ever reads this post that you never hurt your back. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy...actually i would wish it on any bitch i never liked and hope she gets sooo fat because she can't move....oh yeah pain can make one spiteful.

besides the back pain let me fill you in
on saturday my P.U.s had to fly to the states to turn off the machines that were keeping my grandmother (fahjas side) alive because she was practically a vegetable after having fallen into a coma. i know i should be super sad but after my sadness-binge i was fine with the exception of hating myself. well on sunday morning i fucked up my back. my grandparents came that day (the ones i couldn't live without) which was great because little one needed attention and mommy couldn't give it because well i couldn't fucking move.
anyway so now this week i've been working in my mother's shop to help out while the grandparents are watching mini me. now why did i share all this? because i just wanted to let each one of you know:
I HATE WORKING WITH PEOPLE
they make me way to self conscious, I already feel like a lard ass but their eyes make me feel like i'm spreading an inch a second...crazy? yeah I know (but I got the hospital stay to prove it)

another reason i wanted to share that information was because being that my grandparents were coming down anyway to help me out and such i could've went to work out...nobody supports that shit more than my grandparents...those to athletic fuckers (said in a jealous tone) go running every other day. how awesome is that? extremely awesome, however it sucks fucking ass cheeks that the athleticism skipped my genes...i got all the fat genes from my bio-fahja dammit. well now that i would've had the chance to work out without a mini-me interruption i've knocked out my back indulging in one of my favorite past times....i wish it would've been a great lay or something
anyway
stay lovely guys
stay strong
muah

EDIT:
this chicky needs followers, she's just starting out so check her out
her name is Lindsey
anyone else need whoring???? (^_^)