ok so this is post 100 which is the main reason why it has taken me so long to update this blog i wanted it to be special and not filled with whining.
i'm currently waiting to get in to see my shrink the question is how honest will i be about MIA hmmmmm... we'll see however this isn't what i want this blog to be about.
So on to the good things:
1. my stove is finally supposed to get hooked up today. it was delivered monday and the delivery boys couldn't hook it up because of a missing cable then they were supposed to send someone that day but they never came i call tuesday they can't make it happen until today. oh well it's happening today i'm happy because it means a complete kitchen finally yippee!!!!!!
2. i'm grabbing control by the neck and choking that bitch until she complies. i'm going to restart over and that means COMING SOON a new page layout and stuff my goals and stuff aren't changing however i need to change stuff around so i can get back to where i was when i first started this thing. now with my completed kitchen i don't have any more excuses. it's the first time i'm excited about grocery shopping in a long time because i can actually buy preparable stuff.
3. I was somewhere around 76 kg so no longer 78-79-80ish phew its coming together
4. Mia has lost some control over me i'm not binging recently
so many happy news but i know it's not luck it's iron willed control and i have to get it back and keep it. without mia and right now i'm walking away from her and i haven't so much as glanced back.
i might post tonight to update you guys on everything else but can't promise since i'm doing lots of unpacking because my couch is coming friday
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