DON'T EAT

I'm trying hard not to eat. I feel hungry now. I need to embrace this feeling. I'm blogging right now so I don't go in the kitchen and look for something to eat. That would be dangerous.
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I don't ever want to binge again. I want to loose all the fat and excess weight. I want to be thin. I want visible bones. I want to be happy. I want to embrace this hunger and fall in love with it again. I'm just imagining that while I feel the hunger fat is being eaten up from my gut, back, thighs, arms, face, etc.

I just want everyone to know I'm still reading blogs I know I haven't been commenting much lately. I'm sorry it just seems that I can't seem to always find the right words in response to your blogs.

Supernatural is coming on so I'll say good-night and I'm going to sleep after wards. Can't eat while I sleep. And I'm going to enjoy this hungry feeling because it means I'm doing the right thing, I'm following the right path. I'm hoping to work my way to a fast. Of course I'm taking it slow I'm just getting my control back.
Bye Bye Mia, Hello Ana
Stay Strong
MUAH