as sad as it is that it makes me happy but

e/p works for me.
todays weight 165.3lbs(75kg) yes 800gr. gone since yesterday. so it looks like same thing today and the next day and the next day until my gag reflex stops working again. i mean i'm not like yay i get to purge i'm not trying to make it seem awesome but it works for me. and if i really cared about the healthy way i never would have started. just saying...
so here's what i forgot to share with you guys yesterday, i took a nap. it was a nap that was awesome and way to short. i haven't slept like that in i don't know how long. when i woke up i had drool on my face. ok it's not attractive and the closest thing to drool i've had the past few months on my face was vomit after purging. but you guys know it's good sleep when you drool. and i drooled. and as i was going to sleep my stomach was gurgling in the i'm hungry and need food but you don't feel hungry way. does that make sense? yeah so my nap yesterday was freaking awesome. just sucks that i've been tired and cold. i mean i know why. had the heaters on as high as possible and yeah...still freezing my arse off but that's the side effect from e/p that i love and hate. love it because it means it's working hating it because it suck and i hate being cold. i've always been a person to be cold so i should be used to it but it's time for summer.
today i finally got my monthly bus pass. i had to get a picture for it. it's a picture i took in one of those machines. here's a pic of the pic taken with my cam it's kind of blurry so i'll probably scan it in later at my mom's shop.

if this is how people see me it's kind of scary. i have monster lips. anyone want to trade? speaking of trading body parts when i was at my besties all the skinny chickys were complaining about how small their boobs and butts were and i'm like you can have the boobs, you can have the ass and thighs...to bad nobody wants gut.
i wouldn't mind having an a cup seriously. i don't like my boobs. i mean they hang like two empty sacks anyway. might as well be small sacks. breast feeding does not do the boobies good.
i gotta go my social worker is coming in 45 mins and i  still want to straighten up.
so stay strong thinnys
MUAH