why do i want a relationship?

i mean really just talked to my mom (who's drunk by the way) and my fahja is at it again. still in contact with the fat heifer with who he cheated on her with before. so really what's the dealio? why am i dying to have that guy by my side. i mean from what i grew up with as far as my mother and her relationships it's nothing but shit. ugh.
her friend is telling her to wait for as long as possible for divorce so that she gets more money. i wish i could drop kick that friend i mean she's been married to this man almost 14 years. how long is she supposed to wait? until she's dead? really now.
of course her weight is bothering her. so yeah i had originally called to get her to take me to the gym (it'd be free), so now it's like well we really need to go woman. you want to loose weight i want to loose weight let's do it together. besides that i now have to keep her from starting to smoke again. i mean she quit like 12 years ago i think. but now that she's drunk she wants to smoke. i told her smoking makes fat. she beat it once and i don't want her to start again. i hope once she's sober again she'll changer her mind.
i also want her to stop drinking when she has problems. 
i personally think she should just divorce him and not wait much longer but i've added my 2 cents a long while ago so no more from me. plus it's not like she ever pulls through with it anyway.
murr on to happy news mini  me finally lets me put pigtails in her hair