So actually I don't know what my weight is. I know it's horrendous, disgusting, vile, nauseating.
Yesterday everytime i wanted to b/p i only got to the b.
My daughter is sick, so everytime i was about to p she started crying and wouldn't go back to sleep.
poor baby. we went to the emergency room yesterday. my parentals (whom i'm very grateful for doing it for) had to come get us at like 22:30 (10:30pm). I don't have a car, didn't have money for a cab (this month is bad money wise), bus's are not good at that time of night with a sick kid. So yeah went to the emergency room she had, 40.1*C(104.18*F) fever, when she woke up at home. She seems to have a bacterial infection on her tonsils. Last night we got home around 23:45 or so. it was the worst night EVER. She's been sick before but usually she's a sleeper. No yesterday around 3 in the morning she was crying running around her room. I think she was delirious from fever. so I gave her some paracetamol for her fever and got in bed with her. why was she up around 8:00 today. seriously? as little as she slept yesterday. oh well all i know is i didn't get to purge once yesterday. had i gone for e/p yeah i could live with it but i was straight up b/p so not cool. let me face the wrath of the gods and get on my scale real quick while i've got you guys on my mind to give me courage:
167.9lbs (76.2kg) BLARGH (I'm not going to update on the side however because I haven't handled morning business if you know what i mean yet, and i'm on my period, so i'll update on the side again once my period is over)
FML
I have a new SUPPORTER (i really need to remember I don't regard my followers as followers!!! Support system is what you are hence the capitalized writing), thank you for supporting undeserving me hearts.
Stay Strong beautifuls
MUAH
IM WITH YOU PRINCESS <3
ReplyDeleteah shame, but at least you didn't gain 10kgs in a week lol, you can lose it again girl. and i like your idea of supporters not followers! much better, i also consider this my support system.
ReplyDeleteoh ja, and as for purging... yeah, no worries that could never become a habit for me, far too traumatising.
:) take care
I'm glad your daughter feels better, poor little cutie.
ReplyDeleteSorry you couldn't purge at all, how infuruating and your period is on, double pissed. I'm sure today you'll do better and now that the little one is all better you can focus on those lbs.
Take care and feel better. Mama needs to relax too, on the brightside all that food could boost metababolism..