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so another drop in weight 164.6lbs(74.7kg) so it's going down...it better. i've had two bowls of rice today so far (anything else is either e/p or b/p), or rather plates. they weren't huge helpings so i think it's ok.

so last night i had a little mini binge. referred to as that because i didn't eat as much as a binge, but i did eat more than a normal person would it's just i stopped before i felt filled to the brim. it's actually pretty disgusting if you think about it. my stomach will stretch that fucking far and can still handle more.
so i bought these Mochi yesterday and i'm wondering why the fuck are asians skinny. if i went to japan and had access to taro flavor mochi all the time i'd be as big as a house(take that back i am, i'd be as big as a mansion). OMG those fuckers were good. so good while my kid was eating dinner in the living room i was finishing off the box being so selfish i didn't want to share with my kid. how fucking....selfish. i'm sorry mini-me but your mom is a fatty mcfatfat that won't share food with you. i need to work on that. i really do.
i also found these vegetarian snacks made of tofu that taste just like chicken. i love asians. i think they were from china but i'm not sure. i mean it really tasted like actual chicken. now i've never been a big fan of chicken but just the fact that it tasted like chicken when it wasn't made it awesome. i killed and purged the bag. on a side note i did smell it and it kinda smells like dog food. but who cares. i need to stay away from the asia market or really just take enough money to buy the absolute necessities. and stay away from their snacks. i mean just evil. i was also thinking of buying kimchi yesterday but i forgot when i saw the mochi. bad dylphe bad.
i killed and purged a lot of things last night.
oh i was so tired when i  got home. i did the run around but at least lots of walking. i walked the 1.1mile to my daughters day care yesterday in 12 mins. shit that was my time in high school P.E. class back in the day for the mile run. so considering i walked that shit i did pretty well.
tonight i slept wrong because my neck is fucking killing me.
oh well love you guys
stay strong
MUAH