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Thursday, January 13, 2011

you shall be my confessional and you shall be mine

just had a big b/p well almost big i couldn't finish the potatoes
following this sentence will be a picture of my binge food which i ordered out for and that got delivered by the cutest guy with the cutest smile. not ordering there again for at least 20lbs!!


yeah so post binge weight was an even 74kg post purge 71.8kg. not to shabby however i now wear a battle wound in my throat. i scratched the fuck outta my throat and we all know that shit bleeds like a drama queen. so yeah red purge yaaay at least it happened at the end when i wasn't convinced enough that i was tasting bile. time to cut my nails again.
yeah i didn't want to purge again but if i hadn't purged this afternoon i wouldn't have just now. you know once i fuck up it's hard to stay good for the rest of the day. hoping for a better tomorrow, tomorrow I'll love you tomorrow yeah i don't know why i suddenly want to break out in song and dance but that purge felt better than it should have i feel hyped which is sad all on its own
stay strong biznatchies
MUAH

2 comments:

  1. lol cute delivery guys are the worst to have at your doorstep.
    Couldn't finish the potatoe why not?
    Yeah its hard once you stat the b/p to actually stop it for the day, that that crap.
    Tomorrow will be better, btw what did you order chicken?
    Take care gorgeous.

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  2. haha i agree with lou! They're the worst :P Lucky for me i hardly get any here!
    Stay strong hun, tomorrow is another new day (: Things will be better!
    Much love ox

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