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Thursday, January 13, 2011

dilemma

just made some really good apple pancakes
ate two, not that bad but now
keep it down=guilt
purge it=guilt
damned if i do damned if i don't
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh why can't i just be normal?
I feel if i keep it down i won't stay at my weight but if i purge i won't stay on track with leaving mia
mia always wins don't you know she says
i think i know which way this goes and i'm sure you do to
sorry to disappoint
be stronger than me
MUAH

EDIT: it became a compromise, I only purged some and popped 2 laxies

1 comment:

  1. I had blueberry pancakes today. Didn't keep them down, I feel bad leaving it in me cus weight goes up. Hate that its just a pancake, Dam food evils I tell ya!

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