muthabruthin weight gain. yes my friends i gained. mia is a dirty lying whore. more on that after the weight
162.9lbs(73.9kg) PATHETIC JUST PATHETIC
let's see i binge and purged to much yesterday and i think my body held on to whatever calories it could and turned them into fat. *sigh* suck my ass cheeks mia you always come and sabotage this weight.
you have gots to go bitch you ain't welcome here. mmmmhhh hmmmm(insert ghetto neck roll, finger snaps and eyerolls here)
no i can't blame her completely she does have a lot of control but in the end i can't blame everything on that addiction. i can be stronger than her. and i'm going to be it starts today. it has to start today i have to stop making empty promises to myself. i can't be successful any other way. so it's time to move on stop putting all the blame on the imaginary voice get real and handle my shiznit.
so yeah thank you guys for all the lovely comments especially about sharing on here. it used to be hard for me but now i just do it, it's just i feel that my behavior being so shameful as it is in a way for me i should feel more shame sharing however i'm so glad i have such understanding people reading this blog i <3 you guys
@hanrietta some bingers drive to a restaurant or take out place or grocery store, since i have a kid and can't leave her alone at night i order out...sad i know, i need to really set myself boundaries, your way is better
@lou yeah i hope he remembers the tip not the food he delivered
@nessa i would like to say you are the queen of made up words and i mean that in a good way i enjoy them in your blog.
i try to go by live and let live but i'm going against that with the criticalness so i'm trying
@colors thank you for your words
thank you for following guys i lost one follower but i'm actually surprised it took them this long to drop because i think their main interest was fashion, i don't even know how they found me. i need to find a new word for followers because i don't really feel like a leader ^_^
stay strong
MUAH
I completely support you in your decision to try and stop the cycle. It takes a strong person to attempt that. Sorry about the weight gain. That always ruins a day but I'm glad it spurred you on to this decision.
ReplyDeleteAlso, I totes like the thinspo you have posted. I used to own this book fruits that I loved to look through and imaging how awesome I would look in those clothes.