yeah so I stepped on the scale today. GOOD IDEA. It's ugly but it's the truth that I needed to see. I've been binging and purging but it's obviously not doing me any good. why? because my throat's so freaking swollen that one i can barely get my fingers in and two stuff has a hard time coming back out. i think i won't leave the house today i have a feeling that if i do go out and go buy the stuff i forget yesterday i'll buy binging foods and that's a bad idea. i'm still wanting some ice cream. i can't purge until i'm better, and i know i should purge again never. but that's not much of an option i lack that will power once i get my restrictive will power back i know i can kick that habit because i won't need it anymore.
Lola thanks for the translation i know my fahja will want to know what it is and the well wishes
Fading Figure thanks for the kick in the ass and following me i'll be reading your blog shortly
oh yeah my weight...I got three different weights everytime I stepped on and since it went up each time i chickened out and stopped at the third try
169.3lbs (76.8kg)
169.5lbs (76.9kg)
169.99lbs (77.1kg)
all three are gross
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