the scale did it's funky number thing again 73.6,73.7, 74, 74.1 kg.
I'm gonna go with 163.4lbs (74.1kg) and play it safe.
Today I have my appointment at the gyno. But I have to wait 15 minutes before I can make an appointment. They don't open until 8.
regarding the title, I know this will sound gross but when I purge and I don't get everything my hand'll just smell like food but when I get it all and hit the bile it smells like vomit. Yeah it's gross but that smell makes me happy. Especially with the stomach pain lately it just hasn't been possible. I can take a lot of pain, but it was just to intense a lot of time these past weeks.
Yesterday I ate kinda normal, but at my besties I drank soda and not the diet kind, however she doesn't have anything different and I can't get down with the tap water it has a funny aftertaste, and I don't trust tap water. I will drink mine though because when I put it on cold it's like fridge cold and then I can pretend I got it out of the fridge so it's ok. I also b/pd but when i was eating it felt dumb, it didn't taste good, i didn't want it i only did it because i'd already started and figured i'd make this purge worth it (is there any purge ever really worth it?)
Some good comments this weekend
My mom: you lost weight again?
Me: Like 3Kg
Mom: No you've lost more
Me: Not according to the scale and that's what I go by
Mom: No you've lost more it must be the bloating, your waist is so small
At my besties house
Her Neighbor: Hey can I get a ride to your city with you and your mom tonight
Me: I don't know, and I can't call her right now so I'll have to ask later
H.N.: Eeey you're not Dylphe
Me: WTF then who am I
H.N.: How much more weight are you planning to loose
Everybody laughs
I think: a lot more see that skinny chick (my bestie) yeah I'm trying to get down there
Glad everybody was laughing so I didn't have to respond, I don't like answering that question anymore. It's weird I don't want people to know where I'm trying to go. I'm now starting to get close to a healthy weight range and we'll see what happens when the loss continues past then. I'm looking forward to it but I'm scared of people's reaction when it isn't good.
THANK YOU for all your positive comments on the weight loss and things they are awesome.
@skinny_el yeah I do need to remember to keep eat days healthy if I do decide to do them.
Speaking of eating I asked for a rice cooker for christmas. although I did want to do the potato diet I found I'm to lazy for that shiznit (the peeling), so I see a new diet on my horizon. The rice diet. My bestie told me about a co-worker who is no super skinny after loosing her baby after having just lived off rice. With the rice cooker it's easy, rice and water in press the button. Won't have to worry about burning. Oh happy day
So I'll post after the doctors.
Stay strong
MUAH
i totally loled at you tittle
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