sooo

i know been posting like crazy however call it making up for all the time i didn't

so when i hear "have you lost weight" i get angry. it's like yeah muthafucka i lost weight i lost a shit load of weight, according to the numbers anyway. but then it strengthens my resolve because if you have to ask then obviously it's not enough.
i'm just saying
i know it's random but my throat is killing me and i hear something like an echo from any noise making it hard to sleep and this just came to me.
it's like a white noise echo.
a normal echo goes
ECHO
echo

mines is like
ECHO
krrrrrrshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (pretend you're hearing that noise but it sounds like it's saying echo...if that makes sense)

yeah super weird don't know what's going on but def going to the doctor i'm fucking contagious. my besty has this (she had it first) and now mia-girly has it (don't know when she got the symptoms) and those are the 2 people i spent most of my time with this past week and a half they are both on antibiotics, i hate meds, give me over the counter shit that'll help me DESTROY my body not that some pharmaceutical company wants me to take to make me "better". fucking great man. i've been sick way to much lately. if i had been good on following ana's orders i'd be like yeah i understand but this, this is just fucking ridiculous.