so i went to the doctor today. let me tell you i felt pregnant again. he poked and prodded the stomach of course which was sooo painful, but anyway i had to give up a urine sample which was so orange i'm making myself drink A LOT today, and then I had an ultrasound. dude did not care about the cold. the whole time i was laying there i was thinking please don't let my stomach be all huge or anything from all the binging. well if it was he didn't say. anyway at first he thought i had a bladder infection but it seems i had a cyst on my ovary that burst, which can cause this kind of pain. he showed me what was my bladder and some black shadowy thing he said that wasn't supposed to be there and since it doesn't have a distinguishable form like a cyst it must have burst. i have to wait until monday to go to a gynecologist. but he gave me some antibiotics and maybe they'll help a little with taking care of it.
well that's what i get for not going to the vajayjay doctor for the last 3 years.
Today I'm eating normal, I just feel like if I have shit busted up in my stomach my body needs the nourishment and such. i mean i feel sooo guilty but i won't cave in and purge.
i've had a huge bowl of apple jacks (ok i couldn't resist those my mom got them for me and they don't sell them in german stores only on the military base), and i made tofu with green beans and soy sauce. so it's actually pretty healthy. i'm justifying the apple jacks with the fact that they have lots of fiber and that a few hours after eating them i took a huge (very painful) shit.
i don't know my weight because i don't trust any other scale besides mine (yes it's an untrustworthy bastard but at least i'm going to keep it consistent) so no weighing this morning. next weigh in tomorrow morning. i have no hopes really but my wish is that it's not a ridiculous gain.
another follower, thank you
well ladies and gents
stay strong
muah
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